When i think of the word friend it does not mean to much to me and the reason why is because i have many friends and they have many friends to so it leaves e with no love for friends. Any way is not that i am a person with no friends bot is just that all my true friends that i got love for they are not here. In the States i only got tow true friends that i got love for.
From my experience with friends i think that is really hard to have a true friendship with someone. Not every body is the same bot when i comes to friends they all show the same face in the end and thats when you will be surprised of what friendship can do someone. I personally dont care because i have changed many friends from my childhood to now in the States and i know what someone is about. I know lots of people bot i cant call everyone a friend because they are not.
A true friend is suppose to be someone that wants to be your friend for who you are and not because you are someone or something. My love for friends here is not as stong as my childhood friends and i dont want to say is because i havent seen them for ever bot i know that they feel the same form me. I have meet many great friends in school in the States and i dont just want to say in school bot everywhere i been bot still the feeling is not as strong for friendship and i just dont know why,many because i have changed finds many times in the past.
For some reason i feel that in the states is not a strong friendship and i know that because i can see it in everyone that they dont care about someone that they know for a while not for me that they just meet me last year for example. Having a true friend is not something just to have a blast bot someone that will care about you at all times and that should stay beside you at all times. My very best friend is my brother and i only got one,we do lots of things to gether and many because im used to him and how a good friend he is many thats why i got no love for other friends. I feel like all friends just want you for something that you dont know untill you know it and thats when you will be like is that all i was around you.
Not every body is the same at least thats how is see it bot still if you make now friends and them friends know other friends before you, you think they will show you the same love as the one they know before you. I use to be such a good friend all was go out of my way just to help others and for what so i get nothing in return. Everyone should think for a second what was the last time that the person you call your best did something for you and i dont mean just a ride to work i meant something true. Than think is that really my best friend or i dont have any because i promise you that there is not such a thing as a true friend.
For me having friends from all over is a good thing because you learn things,things that you never even hard of. Bot one thing is for shure that in every culture it seems that hate is the number one thing that ruins friendship thats why i dont have a true friend. Sometime all you need is your self and than you will see who is a true friend because there is no one but you.
